Do You Really Care?

It’s in your eyes

The glow seem losing

For faith you keep so firmly

But hope just lose it ways

You know how well you have done

To see that future turn to darkness

How many chances and changes passed by

But still you could not come to know

That importance of time and life

When will you realize

When will you find

That true self you have inside

Will you ever known

That the broken heart that you cause

To those that really care for you

How long do they have to wait for their tears turn to laughter?

For all their hope they put on you

To see your path be brighter

And life be happier

They live each day for you

And give you all the best

Forever they stand by you and never lose hope

Do you still care for how they are feeling for you?

MY©2008

Just Another Day

the shadow of the sun light my path
Of how great you lead my life so far
from dimly my heart's hold my faith
to the strength of the sunbeam you gave to me
no worry, no sadness ever appear
as you walk to this life that dear
the pains, sorrows and wounds
taking its time to disappear
you give me the patience
to make me grow
to somewhere I'd never been
somewhere that meant like heaven
when my life seem to fade again
you pull me up and stand by me
the strength you give to hold me high
I feel just so great
I know I'm weary at time
and feel I might tumbling down
I can't tell how long I can be strong
to face the life I'm going through
But each day
you give your words
full of courage and victory
never let me alone
to get through bad times
on alone
you are always there
what mine for tomorrow?
It might be another day....
Of.........
MY ©2007

True love will reveal

When there is time you know

That someone so special to you

You feel it inside you

You need to show

You need to let that someone know

That how your heart feels

And that you have a dream to share

And you need to show

You need to reveal

How your heart yearning for

Only true love

Will make you know

A world that fulfilled

Just for you and yours

2008@MY

PROMISE TO GOD

Let all begin
Into you it took sign of experiencing
To look further and deeper
Into own self and heart truthfulness
You will find
You will find
Someday it will show the deepest meaning
How life really turn to reality
How life become a glory
Will you ever truly know?
What you need is a little more inside
One must find to the deepest end
To realise how it really mean
Being someone it is not important
But being a person that fill with honesty and dignity
And self pride that being proud by those around us
That show how much you have achieve
That only those around you that sees truly with their third eyes
It was this that makes us see
How much we can be
To be better self that fill with wisdom that God provide us
God knows well
Everything little single thing that we did
Or say
Each minute HE is watching us
We should give ourselves totally to HIM
As he will always guide us
He never leaves us, but love us unconditionally
So did we provided those that we love unconditionally
That is totally honestly and genuinely from the bottom of our heart
I promise to God ,I will
As long as I live
I give myself totally, completely to HIM
I want to be like HIM
To give my love completely, unmeasured to my loved ones
I will love the LORD forever
I don’t want a life fill with lies
I don’t want a life fill with dishonest
I want to honour this life that GOD gives me
Many deaths I have conquered because God give me chances to see the world
HE want me to precious every single happening
And HE know my dream to help those that need us unfulfilled yet
He will lead my dream come true
When the time is up
I will follow the task that GOD sends me
Completely for HIS kingdom
To be HIS servant to carry on His task to save the world

MY2008

Realization of self

I don’t know why

Can’t find the answer yet

To live a life with perfectness

For living are not that easy

You know the headache and heartache

That causes you to feel

So deeply touch by what was heading

To help with your heart and soul

But through strength that is not strong enough

For the nations crying hailing

For a true God they need Him to guide the way

What hardship and suffering

Will all this people getting through

With someone that never feel with heart or soul

But only of his unwillingness and selfishness

Would you dare to bare the death of people?

When their sufferings have no end

Would you bare the sins on your shoulder?

When their cries you left deaf ear

How long…..how long

When one ten year seem passing fast

How many ten years do a human live

Did you think deeply?

Did you care for your loved ones truly?

And be a true man of history

Would you dare to realize your wrong doing

Why can't you face reality?

And live a happy and contented life

And love by every human being

Where your true sacrifices are?

Where are all your promises gone to?

And how long will you take your time to repent

As life have no time to wait for you

Where are all your respectable self

That take you to nowhere now…….

Please feel your heart and soul

You will find….

MY2008

Because You Love Me

Knowing you will always be around for me
Knowing you will always care for me
Even my slightest move you will know
Even my face I try to hide you are there with a smile
You just know me too well
My heart you feel deeply into yours
My sorrows and boredom
My tears and hurts
You keep it with you
And wash away my sorrows
You fill my world with your laughter and joy
You say you are my true friend
And will always be around
To share my ups and downs
You say you will never leave
Because you love me
And because I mean the world to you
And you would only let happiness into our life
And you would give me everything
You give me your world truly
I know I’m here for you
Because I love you too

©MY 2008

Feel You All Over

It is real, I'm not dreaming,
To feel you all over again,

For all those years in my life,

I thought I will never find,

That fairy tales are lies,

Now I found my brighter side,

That dreams turn reality,

Coz I found the real YOU,

Rediscover this amazing love,

A love that every girl dreamt of,

I am too contented to describe,

How kind love have given me,

Coz YOU have make it real for me,

The little things of your feelings make a difference to me,

You are really so sweet and wonderful,

That make my heart beat so fast,

Even many years had gone by,

I still can't get enough of you,

I still keep falling for your charm,

That will engraved in my heart forever,

I want you, I need you, my darling, my love,

I love the way you have showed you care,

And the more you love me,

It makes me love you more, more and more,

Forever I want you to be mine, for I am yours too,

Really so great to feel you all over again,

A better and stronger love in our life,

That I can never find another.

2008@MY

Forever Love -Poetry-(All Kinds of Everything)

MY2008

My Daddy-Happy Father's Day

You so wonderful in so many ways
You gave your world entirely for us
I know and still remember
Freshly in this mind of mine
Your love and sacrifices
Your teaching and understanding
Your care and loving gesture
I will always keep in my heart
To say “I love you”
Was so hard for me to let you know now
My daddy…I always do
I think of you
I remember you
In my heart there is still that same old pain I’m feeling
Of losing you to illness was such a waste for you
You are that gentle man I love
Each time I miss you I cried
Daddy where are you now
I wish I could hold you forever
I miss you daddy, I do
I wish I could give you everything
I love you
I wish I could celebrate this special day with you
But only tears remind me of you
Daddy I hope God will look after you
Giving you the best blessing ever

©MY 2008

(the above picture was my dad's drawing)

My Lifetime Lover

You make me see how this love meant to be
You let the love flow into my heart
I feel great to know that I belong
I want it to be in your heart forever
O my love, I feel so much in love
When you tell me I belong to you
And you show me how much you want me and need me
My world fills with blooming flowers of glory
I love the way you wipe my face
To let your gentle hands touching my skin
And those loving arms that hug me warmly
O my darling, my tender love
You are my ocean of love
That takes hold of my world
I give you my life, my soul and everything
And make belong to you forever
As I need you more and more
And to love you truly
O my sweet love, my lifetime lover
©2008 MY

Only You

Let this captures of life
Be seal with your love eternally
Let this heart of love
Be touch by your gentle love only
With the fencing of sweetness from your heart
My life feels the warmness all over
I love the look of your eyes when you look at me
It is that charm in you that take control of my soul
It is that gentleness in your soul that takes hold of my world
I want you to be a part of me forever
To love me and care for me
Nobody could take hold of this heart that have been craft with your name
Nobody could make me feel so good like the way you do
You are like the precious angel that God send to me
You are like the answered prayer that God fulfill me

©2008 MY

I Just Can’t

Life stand still
Even the faith inside lost unseen
The vision in your eyes blurring into grayish view
Staring still into the darkness view
You feel you are here but your spirit yet so far away
Look into your heart that the feelings is not right
You can’t say a word as your nerve keeping pushing in
Your excessive thinking keeps your headaches more stressing
Just all you need now is to have some rest
You won’t want talk and stop thinking
You’ve hope, but you have lost it
You’ve a life, but you not wanting it
You’ve tried to do your best, but you have failed it
Why must all this happen to you?
As hope lost uncover
As life comfort turn disaster
As faith become a lost world
And you thought fate has overcome you
You have no more will in living
You want nothing from this world
You felt your life does not belong anymore
As stresses in your life become worst
As your heart keep feeling
The time is near
You are heading to an end
There is no turning back
As it is too much to bear in your life
And how you reacted when things get worst
But in hoping you will find a way
Of darkness turning bright
And peace be in your heart
I can’t, I can’t no, no, no
There would never be tomorrow
I can’t, I can’t stay this way
Everything that belong to me
Meant nothing anymore
I need to rest
My brain won’t work
I can’t think
I can’t eat
I can’t sleep
I am too tired
Please let me go
I just can’t, I just can’t
Release me please
From these pains forever
Forgive me
©2008 MY

STILL HOLDING ON

You walk right in my life
At the moment I just needed you most
You change my world with just a gentle smile
So truly I’m touched by the gaze in your eyes
They show me, you are the one my heart desire
I know it, I felt it
The beat of my heart could not hold back
For I just need to show you how I felt
But as you hold my hand and lead me to the dance floor
I know that feelings just right
You hold on tight to me
And made me felt how you needed me too
For hours on the dance floor
We still could not let go of each other
Still holding on and enjoying each song together
Hand on hand and gazing into each other eye
This feeling I still felt deeply in my heart
Of how beautiful a moment I’ll never forget
For entirely I still holding you
Face to face and enjoying our time
To never let go of each other
As this love could only grow deeper
Every second, every minute, every hour, every day
Of our life
©2008 MY

You Took This Heart With You

Every time you walk out that door
You took a part of my soul with you
I could not concentrate on things I’m doing
My heart went out with you
I miss you the minute I can’t see your eyes
And those feeling went spinning around
Searching for that moment when the door is open
I reach out for you and hold you close again
You took this heart with you
I feel the emptiness unbearable
I know so well I can’t losing you
I long to hold on to you as long as I live
Cause the pain of waiting are torturing my soul
Each second as the clock ticking
My mind keep flooding with your images
The vision keep taunting in my mind
The eagerness of holding you
And feeling your hand touching mine
Keep my breathing more excite
Come back now my love
It is all my heart yearning
It is all my soul need
And it is all why the reason I love you so
MAY2008 @MY

Hold me now until forever

I know your love is real
I know you care for me
I know you are always near
I know I wouldn’t have to worry
For you are standing here
And holding me close
Touching my soul
Do not let go honey
Each day meant so much to me
To know you never far away
To let me feel you deeply
Into this heart of mine
Hold me now until forever
And let this feelings grow eternally
And holding me closely, my love
To feel your heartbeat endlessly
My precious loving you
You make me feel so right
In our world of passion
I’m yours forever….

May2008@MY

For My Mama -Mother’s Day

Mama dear
You give me a world where there’s hope and love
You teach me to be kind and loving
You guide me to lead our life full of confidence
Mama, I thank you for being my mom
I love you, is the only word I could say to you
It means your love is the greatest and most divine
I belong to you forever and this will always be
Mama, from the moment you gave me my life
I know I owe you my lifetime
Mama, even a million thanks I could not replace
Of how you love and take care of me
For the most difficult time in my life, you walk with me
You are always here, to show you care
And hold me strongly and give me strength
You hold my world with your precious love
When you know I ‘m ending my life
Mama, I love you and don’t mean to hurt you
You are the only one that know what I’ve gone through
You are the only one that could read the thing that torturing my mind
And you are the only you, that takes note of my every step
And you will never leave me alone when I’m feeling bad
We have gone through together all the downturn in life
We know all the closest people that turn their back on us
Mama you are there, you still hold me strongly
You have given my life a new beginning
Mama, I wouldn’t have live until today
It is you who give me all
I love you, mama
Without you, I am nothing
I need you, mama
Forever I am yours
10th.May.2008 @MY

My heart is filled with your love

You are so beautiful
My tender love
You are here always
To pick me up when I’m falling
To hold me tight when I’m weak
My heart is filled with your love
Each time I touch your face
Those brown eyes of yours
Filled my soul with happiness
Kissing your lips that taste the sweetness of love
Making my feelings for you grow deeper
You always holding close
To caress me with your hands that I crave
Your tenderness I can’t decline
O my love
You are here always
So loving and caring
In my heart it is you that I love
Is the passion of wanting
To share everything that I have
With you only
O my love
Your love is like a flame
That keeps burning in my deepest ocean
A flame that will keep burning
Burning to the depth of my heart forever

3rd.May,2008 @MY

Our Loving Devotion

You have shown me a life that filled my soul
And make me want you more with each passing day
You gave me hope to carry on
You gave your life in exchange for mine
I need you, my precious angel
You are everything that I dream of
And I promise you
That our love will last forever
Our flame of love will never die
As I surely holding you tight
As you’re my man and I’m your woman
That made our life a loving devotion
To share this entire life
Of what we have always need of each other
A love that so real and deep
A love that full of respect
A love that light our heart
A love that make us one
And make our life complete

1st.May.2008 @MY

O Darling

O darling
My sweet love
Holding so close to your loving arms
As the stars watching us from above
Twinkling brightly wailing on us
A moment with love that last forever
I will no long be afraid of what time will bring
Because I know your are here forever
My only wish is you
To love and cherish you every single day
To need you and want you
To adore and honor you
O darling
My truly eternal love

29th,Apr.2008 @MY

Song of Love

There is this song of love
A song where birds are singing
And the strength of love is in your voice
Keep melting into my deepest heart
Let this meant forever
Let this never stop
It’s the beauty of wholeness
That our hearts become one
And the desire in us
That yearning for each moment
A love that never end
A love that filled with joyous moment
In all the years
We are still growing, stronger

28th.Apr.2008 @MY

My Mom, My Greatest Love

You are a true love to me
Maybe some will think love is just a simple word
But for me, my truest love is my loving mom
Looking through your eyes,
I see the beauty that an angel always had
My feeling get deeper into your heart
To feel how much mommy you have gave to me
Not of materials thing but is that love inside
Unfailing love, unmeasured, unconditionally,
Nothing can compare to how you flourish our life
You always want the best for us
You never let us feel the many pains that caused us
You always by our side even at our very painful time
Mommy I love you
Forever in my deepest heart I felt so much for you
I cried each time when I’m not near you
I cried when I miss you so much
Mommy I wish one day will come
That I will always have you near me
I love you so dearly
And never want anyone to cause you pain
You have suffered so much pains and hardships
To brought us up until we have our own life
Mommy I know, I felt each of your sufferings that you’d gone through
I want to give you the best that I could
I want your world be filled with wonderful joy and happiness
I want you now and always
You’re my greatest love of all
28th. April.2008. @MY

You are all to me

The moonlight shone brightly
To feel the breeze of wind blowing
My love, as your hands reaching mine
Touching my skin, feeling your warm embrace
I feel love
I feel trueness
The moonlight reflect our shadow
I feel proud you are by my side
I feel great you are all to me
I feel peace when your arms around me
I feel loved because of you
And that you are the ray of hope to me
And that you make my world fill with joy
And that you are the angel in my life
And that you will always be around
I love you, my love.
25th.Apr.2008 @MY

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A pain that cannot be felt

Not that you never ask
Or never seem to care
It’s only me
That I hold on without faith
You give me the most wonderful thing
And lead my world so right
But is this really fine?
And all that comes by
Cannot hold me in place or time
I just can’t breath
I just can’t hide
I try so hard
I feel so heavy and tight
And feel that warmness of the lights
That’s splitting my eyes
I wish I could hold tight
To the roughest waves
But I keep falling
Until I feel drowning
The heavy anchor holding me down
And no one at sight to hold on to my hands
I keep drowning deeper and deeper
And gasping the air through my mouth
Struggling to hold on to something
I can feel some voices calling
Deeply into my drowning ears
I wish it will be the end now
For my lungs will not feel the pain
And my head spinning high
To gasp the air of surviving
I know it is time now
That not much I can do
Glancing for the moment that last forever
As my eye sights turning grey sky
And the darkness holds so well
That to let go of myself
To somewhere
A new place
Silently…………..

24th.Apr.2008 @MY

Comfort In My Heart

I'm sitting here, am finding,
looking around, vision weaken,
defining what I have been looking,
still searching in every soul being,
that I came along the path I'm taking,
poverty, illnesses to mention few,
ill thinking people around us,
without knowledge of compassion and reasoning,
making this world so sad with greater fear,
they are many that come along our way,
still they are truthness but still some fake,
to feel in my heart I greatly shake,
what has become the safeness it's lost,
Changing keep changing,
this world once so real blooming of flowers,
turning around with more disasters,
only the faith makes me feel safe,
that put hope for the highness,
I see my side with these open eyes,
to make my life worth living,
and this world I will lead,
in hope to be nearer to loving souls,
and hope for peaceful life,
to cherish all my life,
with loved ones and friends,
is the worth of comfort in my heart.

MYCopyright ©2007

Your Love Is Forever Strong

Thank you mommy,
For being there when I needed you most,
And being my rock when I should have been yours
And even at time I doubted myself, you always make me sure,
You have always be that person I could trust,
There is no love like your love
No stronger bond on earth
Your love is forever strong
And never change for all time
And when we needed you most,
Your love will always shine
You were my angel and my witness
Through all my pain and strife
You shape our being, and have endless wealth to give
You will always be a part of us, for as long as we may live,
I love you mommy.

19th.April.2008 @MY