Where...?

how long...
can someone wait
life can't wait
time catching up
disappearing....
as fire burning
turning ashes
to dusting ground
where its begun..
where its end...
how long....
will ticking last
to leap a new start
or will it end...
not knowing
what it means
or a blured vision
or a missing mind
can this ever last
or just a passing by....
of nothing turns to nothing
of ending with no begining
or vice versa
how...how...
you see
that you never know
how real...
or fakes...
of this human world....
Can you see...
its fading...
fading....
far far away...
from realities
and no ending
or....
last forever.....
Or.......