Realization of self

I don’t know why

Can’t find the answer yet

To live a life with perfectness

For living are not that easy

You know the headache and heartache

That causes you to feel

So deeply touch by what was heading

To help with your heart and soul

But through strength that is not strong enough

For the nations crying hailing

For a true God they need Him to guide the way

What hardship and suffering

Will all this people getting through

With someone that never feel with heart or soul

But only of his unwillingness and selfishness

Would you dare to bare the death of people?

When their sufferings have no end

Would you bare the sins on your shoulder?

When their cries you left deaf ear

How long…..how long

When one ten year seem passing fast

How many ten years do a human live

Did you think deeply?

Did you care for your loved ones truly?

And be a true man of history

Would you dare to realize your wrong doing

Why can't you face reality?

And live a happy and contented life

And love by every human being

Where your true sacrifices are?

Where are all your promises gone to?

And how long will you take your time to repent

As life have no time to wait for you

Where are all your respectable self

That take you to nowhere now…….

Please feel your heart and soul

You will find….

MY2008

Because You Love Me

Knowing you will always be around for me
Knowing you will always care for me
Even my slightest move you will know
Even my face I try to hide you are there with a smile
You just know me too well
My heart you feel deeply into yours
My sorrows and boredom
My tears and hurts
You keep it with you
And wash away my sorrows
You fill my world with your laughter and joy
You say you are my true friend
And will always be around
To share my ups and downs
You say you will never leave
Because you love me
And because I mean the world to you
And you would only let happiness into our life
And you would give me everything
You give me your world truly
I know I’m here for you
Because I love you too

©MY 2008

Feel You All Over

It is real, I'm not dreaming,
To feel you all over again,

For all those years in my life,

I thought I will never find,

That fairy tales are lies,

Now I found my brighter side,

That dreams turn reality,

Coz I found the real YOU,

Rediscover this amazing love,

A love that every girl dreamt of,

I am too contented to describe,

How kind love have given me,

Coz YOU have make it real for me,

The little things of your feelings make a difference to me,

You are really so sweet and wonderful,

That make my heart beat so fast,

Even many years had gone by,

I still can't get enough of you,

I still keep falling for your charm,

That will engraved in my heart forever,

I want you, I need you, my darling, my love,

I love the way you have showed you care,

And the more you love me,

It makes me love you more, more and more,

Forever I want you to be mine, for I am yours too,

Really so great to feel you all over again,

A better and stronger love in our life,

That I can never find another.

2008@MY

Forever Love -Poetry-(All Kinds of Everything)

MY2008

My Daddy-Happy Father's Day

You so wonderful in so many ways
You gave your world entirely for us
I know and still remember
Freshly in this mind of mine
Your love and sacrifices
Your teaching and understanding
Your care and loving gesture
I will always keep in my heart
To say “I love you”
Was so hard for me to let you know now
My daddy…I always do
I think of you
I remember you
In my heart there is still that same old pain I’m feeling
Of losing you to illness was such a waste for you
You are that gentle man I love
Each time I miss you I cried
Daddy where are you now
I wish I could hold you forever
I miss you daddy, I do
I wish I could give you everything
I love you
I wish I could celebrate this special day with you
But only tears remind me of you
Daddy I hope God will look after you
Giving you the best blessing ever

©MY 2008

(the above picture was my dad's drawing)

My Lifetime Lover

You make me see how this love meant to be
You let the love flow into my heart
I feel great to know that I belong
I want it to be in your heart forever
O my love, I feel so much in love
When you tell me I belong to you
And you show me how much you want me and need me
My world fills with blooming flowers of glory
I love the way you wipe my face
To let your gentle hands touching my skin
And those loving arms that hug me warmly
O my darling, my tender love
You are my ocean of love
That takes hold of my world
I give you my life, my soul and everything
And make belong to you forever
As I need you more and more
And to love you truly
O my sweet love, my lifetime lover
©2008 MY

Only You

Let this captures of life
Be seal with your love eternally
Let this heart of love
Be touch by your gentle love only
With the fencing of sweetness from your heart
My life feels the warmness all over
I love the look of your eyes when you look at me
It is that charm in you that take control of my soul
It is that gentleness in your soul that takes hold of my world
I want you to be a part of me forever
To love me and care for me
Nobody could take hold of this heart that have been craft with your name
Nobody could make me feel so good like the way you do
You are like the precious angel that God send to me
You are like the answered prayer that God fulfill me

©2008 MY

I Just Can’t

Life stand still
Even the faith inside lost unseen
The vision in your eyes blurring into grayish view
Staring still into the darkness view
You feel you are here but your spirit yet so far away
Look into your heart that the feelings is not right
You can’t say a word as your nerve keeping pushing in
Your excessive thinking keeps your headaches more stressing
Just all you need now is to have some rest
You won’t want talk and stop thinking
You’ve hope, but you have lost it
You’ve a life, but you not wanting it
You’ve tried to do your best, but you have failed it
Why must all this happen to you?
As hope lost uncover
As life comfort turn disaster
As faith become a lost world
And you thought fate has overcome you
You have no more will in living
You want nothing from this world
You felt your life does not belong anymore
As stresses in your life become worst
As your heart keep feeling
The time is near
You are heading to an end
There is no turning back
As it is too much to bear in your life
And how you reacted when things get worst
But in hoping you will find a way
Of darkness turning bright
And peace be in your heart
I can’t, I can’t no, no, no
There would never be tomorrow
I can’t, I can’t stay this way
Everything that belong to me
Meant nothing anymore
I need to rest
My brain won’t work
I can’t think
I can’t eat
I can’t sleep
I am too tired
Please let me go
I just can’t, I just can’t
Release me please
From these pains forever
Forgive me
©2008 MY

STILL HOLDING ON

You walk right in my life
At the moment I just needed you most
You change my world with just a gentle smile
So truly I’m touched by the gaze in your eyes
They show me, you are the one my heart desire
I know it, I felt it
The beat of my heart could not hold back
For I just need to show you how I felt
But as you hold my hand and lead me to the dance floor
I know that feelings just right
You hold on tight to me
And made me felt how you needed me too
For hours on the dance floor
We still could not let go of each other
Still holding on and enjoying each song together
Hand on hand and gazing into each other eye
This feeling I still felt deeply in my heart
Of how beautiful a moment I’ll never forget
For entirely I still holding you
Face to face and enjoying our time
To never let go of each other
As this love could only grow deeper
Every second, every minute, every hour, every day
Of our life
©2008 MY

You Took This Heart With You

Every time you walk out that door
You took a part of my soul with you
I could not concentrate on things I’m doing
My heart went out with you
I miss you the minute I can’t see your eyes
And those feeling went spinning around
Searching for that moment when the door is open
I reach out for you and hold you close again
You took this heart with you
I feel the emptiness unbearable
I know so well I can’t losing you
I long to hold on to you as long as I live
Cause the pain of waiting are torturing my soul
Each second as the clock ticking
My mind keep flooding with your images
The vision keep taunting in my mind
The eagerness of holding you
And feeling your hand touching mine
Keep my breathing more excite
Come back now my love
It is all my heart yearning
It is all my soul need
And it is all why the reason I love you so
MAY2008 @MY