Life...expression in my world of poetry.

Need You Forever

2009-04-22T17:21:00.000-07:00

Because Of You

2009-04-16T18:55:00.000-07:00

The Search Of Freedom

2009-04-05T07:02:00.001-07:00

In Being Me

2009-04-05T06:27:00.000-07:00

Your Inner Soul

2009-02-25T16:29:00.000-08:00

If youcan feel

The love that give you the strength to hold on

If you can touch your heart

To understand the feeling of love you are looking for

Search deeper into your deepest innermost feeling

Care to take yourself into the world

A world where belong to you

Where no one there to interfere

Find the soul that was left there

Search and you will find

The depth of love you are looking

Not for humankind but of your inner soul

Care to take a little time

That will lead you to some where you have long for

A life that long for that peace and love

A life that fill with that meaning of desire and hope

Care to take a step deeper

If you can feel deeply into your soul

Hold on to it and make your better

For you will know, you wouldn’t have to worry

Someday you will find yourself back

To a brighter path that might lead you to the happiness in life

A simple love

2009-02-25T16:22:00.000-08:00

On this wonderful day

Love is in the air

Everyone is searching for someone to love

If you could find someone that really care

And know what your heart’s desire

And let you know what that written in his heart for you

Be sure not to let go

For once in our lifetime

This someone might love you forever

Take good care of the love that will make you feel deeply for

Love will give you the power to hold on strongly

Love will let you know his love is amazing

Love will never lie when you love him truly

For love meant a lifetime

It gives us the understanding

Of sharing a life together

And to make a differences in life together

And to have a friend who will always be your love

Love is always wonderful.

Do You Really Care?

2008-12-06T00:08:00.000-08:00

It’s in your eyes

The glow seem losing

For faith you keep so firmly

But hope just lose it ways

You know how well you have done

To see that future turn to darkness

How many chances and changes passed by

But still you could not come to know

That importance of time and life

When will you realize

When will you find

That true self you have inside

Will you ever known

That the broken heart that you cause

To those that really care for you

How long do they have to wait for their tears turn to laughter?

For all their hope they put on you

To see your path be brighter

And life be happier

They live each day for you

And give you all the best

Forever they stand by you and never lose hope

Do you still care for how they are feeling for you?

Just Another Day

2008-11-30T22:03:00.000-08:00

the shadow of the sun light my path
Of how great you lead my life so far
from dimly my heart's hold my faith
to the strength of the sunbeam you gave to me
no worry, no sadness ever appear
as you walk to this life that dear
the pains, sorrows and wounds
taking its time to disappear
you give me the patience
to make me grow
to somewhere I'd never been
somewhere that meant like heaven
when my life seem to fade again
you pull me up and stand by me
the strength you give to hold me high
I feel just so great
I know I'm weary at time
and feel I might tumbling down
I can't tell how long I can be strong
to face the life I'm going through
But each day
you give your words
full of courage and victory
never let me alone
to get through bad times
on alone
you are always there
what mine for tomorrow?
It might be another day....
Of.........
MY ©2007

True love will reveal

2008-11-12T15:29:00.000-08:00

When there is time you know

That someone so special to you

You feel it inside you

You need to show

You need to let that someone know

That how your heart feels

And that you have a dream to share

And you need to show

You need to reveal

How your heart yearning for

Only true love

Will make you know

A world that fulfilled

Just for you and yours

2008@MY

PROMISE TO GOD

2008-09-11T18:31:00.000-07:00

Let all begin
Into you it took sign of experiencing
To look further and deeper
Into own self and heart truthfulness
You will find
You will find
Someday it will show the deepest meaning
How life really turn to reality
How life become a glory
Will you ever truly know?
What you need is a little more inside
One must find to the deepest end
To realise how it really mean
Being someone it is not important
But being a person that fill with honesty and dignity
And self pride that being proud by those around us
That show how much you have achieve
That only those around you that sees truly with their third eyes
It was this that makes us see
How much we can be
To be better self that fill with wisdom that God provide us
God knows well
Everything little single thing that we did
Or say
Each minute HE is watching us
We should give ourselves totally to HIM
As he will always guide us
He never leaves us, but love us unconditionally
So did we provided those that we love unconditionally
That is totally honestly and genuinely from the bottom of our heart
I promise to God ,I will
As long as I live
I give myself totally, completely to HIM
I want to be like HIM
To give my love completely, unmeasured to my loved ones
I will love the LORD forever
I don’t want a life fill with lies
I don’t want a life fill with dishonest
I want to honour this life that GOD gives me
Many deaths I have conquered because God give me chances to see the world
HE want me to precious every single happening
And HE know my dream to help those that need us unfulfilled yet
He will lead my dream come true
When the time is up
I will follow the task that GOD sends me
Completely for HIS kingdom
To be HIS servant to carry on His task to save the world

MY2008

Realization of self

2008-09-10T20:51:00.000-07:00

I don’t know why

Can’t find the answer yet

To live a life with perfectness

For living are not that easy

You know the headache and heartache

That causes you to feel

So deeply touch by what was heading

To help with your heart and soul

But through strength that is not strong enough

For the nations crying hailing

For a true God they need Him to guide the way

What hardship and suffering

Will all this people getting through

With someone that never feel with heart or soul

But only of his unwillingness and selfishness

Would you dare to bare the death of people?

When their sufferings have no end

Would you bare the sins on your shoulder?

When their cries you left deaf ear

How long…..how long

When one ten year seem passing fast

How many ten years do a human live

Did you think deeply?

Did you care for your loved ones truly?

And be a true man of history

Would you dare to realize your wrong doing

Why can't you face reality?

And live a happy and contented life

And love by every human being

Where your true sacrifices are?

Where are all your promises gone to?

And how long will you take your time to repent

As life have no time to wait for you

Where are all your respectable self

That take you to nowhere now…….

Please feel your heart and soul

You will find….

MY2008

Because You Love Me

2008-09-08T19:11:00.000-07:00

Knowing you will always be around for me
Knowing you will always care for me
Even my slightest move you will know
Even my face I try to hide you are there with a smile
You just know me too well
My heart you feel deeply into yours
My sorrows and boredom
My tears and hurts
You keep it with you
And wash away my sorrows
You fill my world with your laughter and joy
You say you are my true friend
And will always be around
To share my ups and downs
You say you will never leave
Because you love me
And because I mean the world to you
And you would only let happiness into our life
And you would give me everything
You give me your world truly
I know I’m here for you
Because I love you too

©MY 2008

Feel You All Over

2008-08-28T16:31:00.000-07:00

It is real, I'm not dreaming,
To feel you all over again,

For all those years in my life,

I thought I will never find,

That fairy tales are lies,

Now I found my brighter side,

That dreams turn reality,

Coz I found the real YOU,

Rediscover this amazing love,

A love that every girl dreamt of,

I am too contented to describe,

How kind love have given me,

Coz YOU have make it real for me,

The little things of your feelings make a difference to me,

You are really so sweet and wonderful,

That make my heart beat so fast,

Even many years had gone by,

I still can't get enough of you,

I still keep falling for your charm,

That will engraved in my heart forever,

I want you, I need you, my darling, my love,

I love the way you have showed you care,

And the more you love me,

It makes me love you more, more and more,

Forever I want you to be mine, for I am yours too,

Really so great to feel you all over again,

A better and stronger love in our life,

That I can never find another.

2008@MY

Forever Love -Poetry-(All Kinds of Everything)

2008-08-19T03:58:00.000-07:00

MY2008

My Daddy-Happy Father's Day

2008-06-14T21:45:00.000-07:00

You so wonderful in so many ways
You gave your world entirely for us
I know and still remember
Freshly in this mind of mine
Your love and sacrifices
Your teaching and understanding
Your care and loving gesture
I will always keep in my heart
To say “I love you”
Was so hard for me to let you know now
My daddy…I always do
I think of you
I remember you
In my heart there is still that same old pain I’m feeling
Of losing you to illness was such a waste for you
You are that gentle man I love
Each time I miss you I cried
Daddy where are you now
I wish I could hold you forever
I miss you daddy, I do
I wish I could give you everything
I love you
I wish I could celebrate this special day with you
But only tears remind me of you
Daddy I hope God will look after you
Giving you the best blessing ever

©MY 2008

(the above picture was my dad's drawing)

My Lifetime Lover

2008-06-03T20:24:00.000-07:00

You make me see how this love meant to be
You let the love flow into my heart
I feel great to know that I belong
I want it to be in your heart forever
O my love, I feel so much in love
When you tell me I belong to you
And you show me how much you want me and need me
My world fills with blooming flowers of glory
I love the way you wipe my face
To let your gentle hands touching my skin
And those loving arms that hug me warmly
O my darling, my tender love
You are my ocean of love
That takes hold of my world
I give you my life, my soul and everything
And make belong to you forever
As I need you more and more
And to love you truly
O my sweet love, my lifetime lover
©2008 MY

Only You

2008-06-03T20:16:00.000-07:00

Let this captures of life
Be seal with your love eternally
Let this heart of love
Be touch by your gentle love only
With the fencing of sweetness from your heart
My life feels the warmness all over
I love the look of your eyes when you look at me
It is that charm in you that take control of my soul
It is that gentleness in your soul that takes hold of my world
I want you to be a part of me forever
To love me and care for me
Nobody could take hold of this heart that have been craft with your name
Nobody could make me feel so good like the way you do
You are like the precious angel that God send to me
You are like the answered prayer that God fulfill me

©2008 MY

I Just Can’t

2008-05-26T06:18:00.000-07:00

Life stand still
Even the faith inside lost unseen
The vision in your eyes blurring into grayish view
Staring still into the darkness view
You feel you are here but your spirit yet so far away
Look into your heart that the feelings is not right
You can’t say a word as your nerve keeping pushing in
Your excessive thinking keeps your headaches more stressing
Just all you need now is to have some rest
You won’t want talk and stop thinking
You’ve hope, but you have lost it
You’ve a life, but you not wanting it
You’ve tried to do your best, but you have failed it
Why must all this happen to you?
As hope lost uncover
As life comfort turn disaster
As faith become a lost world
And you thought fate has overcome you
You have no more will in living
You want nothing from this world
You felt your life does not belong anymore
As stresses in your life become worst
As your heart keep feeling
The time is near
You are heading to an end
There is no turning back
As it is too much to bear in your life
And how you reacted when things get worst
But in hoping you will find a way
Of darkness turning bright
And peace be in your heart
I can’t, I can’t no, no, no
There would never be tomorrow
I can’t, I can’t stay this way
Everything that belong to me
Meant nothing anymore
I need to rest
My brain won’t work
I can’t think
I can’t eat
I can’t sleep
I am too tired
Please let me go
I just can’t, I just can’t
Release me please
From these pains forever
Forgive me
©2008 MY

STILL HOLDING ON

2008-05-20T08:06:00.000-07:00

You walk right in my life
At the moment I just needed you most
You change my world with just a gentle smile
So truly I’m touched by the gaze in your eyes
They show me, you are the one my heart desire
I know it, I felt it
The beat of my heart could not hold back
For I just need to show you how I felt
But as you hold my hand and lead me to the dance floor
I know that feelings just right
You hold on tight to me
And made me felt how you needed me too
For hours on the dance floor
We still could not let go of each other
Still holding on and enjoying each song together
Hand on hand and gazing into each other eye
This feeling I still felt deeply in my heart
Of how beautiful a moment I’ll never forget
For entirely I still holding you
Face to face and enjoying our time
To never let go of each other
As this love could only grow deeper
Every second, every minute, every hour, every day
Of our life
©2008 MY

You Took This Heart With You

2008-05-16T06:53:00.000-07:00

Every time you walk out that door
You took a part of my soul with you
I could not concentrate on things I’m doing
My heart went out with you
I miss you the minute I can’t see your eyes
And those feeling went spinning around
Searching for that moment when the door is open
I reach out for you and hold you close again
You took this heart with you
I feel the emptiness unbearable
I know so well I can’t losing you
I long to hold on to you as long as I live
Cause the pain of waiting are torturing my soul
Each second as the clock ticking
My mind keep flooding with your images
The vision keep taunting in my mind
The eagerness of holding you
And feeling your hand touching mine
Keep my breathing more excite
Come back now my love
It is all my heart yearning
It is all my soul need
And it is all why the reason I love you so
MAY2008 @MY

Hold me now until forever

2008-05-11T22:21:00.000-07:00

I know your love is real
I know you care for me
I know you are always near
I know I wouldn’t have to worry
For you are standing here
And holding me close
Touching my soul
Do not let go honey
Each day meant so much to me
To know you never far away
To let me feel you deeply
Into this heart of mine
Hold me now until forever
And let this feelings grow eternally
And holding me closely, my love
To feel your heartbeat endlessly
My precious loving you
You make me feel so right
In our world of passion
I’m yours forever….

May2008@MY

For My Mama -Mother’s Day

2008-05-09T18:54:00.000-07:00

Mama dear
You give me a world where there’s hope and love
You teach me to be kind and loving
You guide me to lead our life full of confidence
Mama, I thank you for being my mom
I love you, is the only word I could say to you
It means your love is the greatest and most divine
I belong to you forever and this will always be
Mama, from the moment you gave me my life
I know I owe you my lifetime
Mama, even a million thanks I could not replace
Of how you love and take care of me
For the most difficult time in my life, you walk with me
You are always here, to show you care
And hold me strongly and give me strength
You hold my world with your precious love
When you know I ‘m ending my life
Mama, I love you and don’t mean to hurt you
You are the only one that know what I’ve gone through
You are the only one that could read the thing that torturing my mind
And you are the only you, that takes note of my every step
And you will never leave me alone when I’m feeling bad
We have gone through together all the downturn in life
We know all the closest people that turn their back on us
Mama you are there, you still hold me strongly
You have given my life a new beginning
Mama, I wouldn’t have live until today
It is you who give me all
I love you, mama
Without you, I am nothing
I need you, mama
Forever I am yours
10th.May.2008 @MY

My heart is filled with your love

2008-05-03T19:59:00.000-07:00

You are so beautiful
My tender love
You are here always
To pick me up when I’m falling
To hold me tight when I’m weak
My heart is filled with your love
Each time I touch your face
Those brown eyes of yours
Filled my soul with happiness
Kissing your lips that taste the sweetness of love
Making my feelings for you grow deeper
You always holding close
To caress me with your hands that I crave
Your tenderness I can’t decline
O my love
You are here always
So loving and caring
In my heart it is you that I love
Is the passion of wanting
To share everything that I have
With you only
O my love
Your love is like a flame
That keeps burning in my deepest ocean
A flame that will keep burning
Burning to the depth of my heart forever

3rd.May,2008 @MY

Our Loving Devotion

2008-05-01T08:44:00.000-07:00

You have shown me a life that filled my soul
And make me want you more with each passing day
You gave me hope to carry on
You gave your life in exchange for mine
I need you, my precious angel
You are everything that I dream of
And I promise you
That our love will last forever
Our flame of love will never die
As I surely holding you tight
As you’re my man and I’m your woman
That made our life a loving devotion
To share this entire life
Of what we have always need of each other
A love that so real and deep
A love that full of respect
A love that light our heart
A love that make us one
And make our life complete

1st.May.2008 @MY

O Darling

2008-04-29T08:12:00.000-07:00

O darling
My sweet love
Holding so close to your loving arms
As the stars watching us from above
Twinkling brightly wailing on us
A moment with love that last forever
I will no long be afraid of what time will bring
Because I know your are here forever
My only wish is you
To love and cherish you every single day
To need you and want you
To adore and honor you
O darling
My truly eternal love

29th,Apr.2008 @MY

Song of Love

2008-04-28T07:27:00.000-07:00

There is this song of love
A song where birds are singing
And the strength of love is in your voice
Keep melting into my deepest heart
Let this meant forever
Let this never stop
It’s the beauty of wholeness
That our hearts become one
And the desire in us
That yearning for each moment
A love that never end
A love that filled with joyous moment
In all the years
We are still growing, stronger

28th.Apr.2008 @MY

My Mom, My Greatest Love

2008-04-28T06:15:00.000-07:00

You are a true love to me
Maybe some will think love is just a simple word
But for me, my truest love is my loving mom
Looking through your eyes,
I see the beauty that an angel always had
My feeling get deeper into your heart
To feel how much mommy you have gave to me
Not of materials thing but is that love inside
Unfailing love, unmeasured, unconditionally,
Nothing can compare to how you flourish our life
You always want the best for us
You never let us feel the many pains that caused us
You always by our side even at our very painful time
Mommy I love you
Forever in my deepest heart I felt so much for you
I cried each time when I’m not near you
I cried when I miss you so much
Mommy I wish one day will come
That I will always have you near me
I love you so dearly
And never want anyone to cause you pain
You have suffered so much pains and hardships
To brought us up until we have our own life
Mommy I know, I felt each of your sufferings that you’d gone through
I want to give you the best that I could
I want your world be filled with wonderful joy and happiness
I want you now and always
You’re my greatest love of all
28th. April.2008. @MY

You are all to me

2008-04-25T01:41:00.000-07:00

The moonlight shone brightly
To feel the breeze of wind blowing
My love, as your hands reaching mine
Touching my skin, feeling your warm embrace
I feel love
I feel trueness
The moonlight reflect our shadow
I feel proud you are by my side
I feel great you are all to me
I feel peace when your arms around me
I feel loved because of you
And that you are the ray of hope to me
And that you make my world fill with joy
And that you are the angel in my life
And that you will always be around
I love you, my love.
25th.Apr.2008 @MY

Million Blog List - A blogosphere experiment

2008-04-25T00:50:00.000-07:00

I'm # 1047

A fun to begin
A million blog listings
It is how you believe
The possibility
How long will it take to reach this number?
It’s for you to find out

One month?
Or two months even three months?
Let it be six months
Or maybe a year
It‘s depend on how to outcome is
So why not you too join the fun.

http://millionbloglist.com

A pain that cannot be felt

2008-04-24T04:26:00.000-07:00

Not that you never ask
Or never seem to care
It’s only me
That I hold on without faith
You give me the most wonderful thing
And lead my world so right
But is this really fine?
And all that comes by
Cannot hold me in place or time
I just can’t breath
I just can’t hide
I try so hard
I feel so heavy and tight
And feel that warmness of the lights
That’s splitting my eyes
I wish I could hold tight
To the roughest waves
But I keep falling
Until I feel drowning
The heavy anchor holding me down
And no one at sight to hold on to my hands
I keep drowning deeper and deeper
And gasping the air through my mouth
Struggling to hold on to something
I can feel some voices calling
Deeply into my drowning ears
I wish it will be the end now
For my lungs will not feel the pain
And my head spinning high
To gasp the air of surviving
I know it is time now
That not much I can do
Glancing for the moment that last forever
As my eye sights turning grey sky
And the darkness holds so well
That to let go of myself
To somewhere
A new place
Silently…………..

24th.Apr.2008 @MY

Comfort In My Heart

2008-04-22T01:29:00.000-07:00

I'm sitting here, am finding,
looking around, vision weaken,
defining what I have been looking,
still searching in every soul being,
that I came along the path I'm taking,
poverty, illnesses to mention few,
ill thinking people around us,
without knowledge of compassion and reasoning,
making this world so sad with greater fear,
they are many that come along our way,
still they are truthness but still some fake,
to feel in my heart I greatly shake,
what has become the safeness it's lost,
Changing keep changing,
this world once so real blooming of flowers,
turning around with more disasters,
only the faith makes me feel safe,
that put hope for the highness,
I see my side with these open eyes,
to make my life worth living,
and this world I will lead,
in hope to be nearer to loving souls,
and hope for peaceful life,
to cherish all my life,
with loved ones and friends,
is the worth of comfort in my heart.

Your Love Is Forever Strong

2008-04-19T01:45:00.000-07:00

Thank you mommy,
For being there when I needed you most,
And being my rock when I should have been yours
And even at time I doubted myself, you always make me sure,
You have always be that person I could trust,
There is no love like your love
No stronger bond on earth
Your love is forever strong
And never change for all time
And when we needed you most,
Your love will always shine
You were my angel and my witness
Through all my pain and strife
You shape our being, and have endless wealth to give
You will always be a part of us, for as long as we may live,
I love you mommy.

19th.April.2008 @MY

Her Own World

2008-04-17T19:23:00.000-07:00

Would you want to know a story?
Of how a young lady at a tender age of twenty
Could turn her whole world into nobody’s world
She can hate and curse
And make her world in the shortest time,
To gain fame and riches
And try all ways that not even her closest love would know
She had her ways and whims
To get what her heart’s desire
And never think of consequences and causes
She wants to be rich and had a lot of money
She wants to be VIP that she would tell her friends
Her friends were different people that changes every time
Because of her boastful character that caused her friends to leave
She never stop and think of her wrongs
Because she thinks money is her world
She never wants to know about love
Because to her love is not everything
As we doubt how she treats her only love in her life….her husband
He will only follow her to where she goes
Or even what she wants, he will has no rejection,
And for her children she was a failure as a mom,
She never wants to hug her child
Or never spent any time to teach them about love
Even her child would thought when they grow up,
They want to stay far away from her
You see, she got her riches and her man
But she still seem not to bother about life around her
She is living in her own world
Where only riches and fame as her goal in life
I wonder had she ever thought
If one dying day would come
Could she take all her money, luxury cars or luxury things with her??
What a pity to this lady
For she still never realise
The real happiness in humankind
I wish God will help her to understand
How love, kindness and happiness
Can make the beauty in a one’s life
Before the end of time
May the God bless her always.
18. April.2008 @MY

To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.
~Bertrand Russell (1872 - 1970),

Wisdom is not like money to be tied up and hidden. - Ghanaian Proverb

Wisdom is more precious than rubies. - Biblical Proverb, Proverbs 3:15

You don’t let me in your world

2008-04-16T03:28:00.000-07:00

Why can’t you share all that happen in your life?
I thought I know your deepest world
But indeed I’m wrong
I feel so sad, you don’t let me in your world
I thought you want me to
But still there is something I’m not sure
How can all this keep happening?
Without an end to all the things we have plan of
Life wasn’t easy at all
Love wasn’t that real anymore
I thought to love someone……….
Is to give your whole world
As if it belong to you
I thought loving someone
Is like loving yourself
And give yourself completely
To share every single thing together
But….
Am I that wrong?
I wasn’t sure anymore
Would life never have perfection?
Even you do your very best
But at the end of time
It is still the same…
All dream you hold on
Will never come……
It’s life …..just living on
What much do one expect
Love and life…
Just how true it will come along
Maybe an ending
Or maybe just the beginning
Who knows?

Don't Worry Make Money|create wealth

2008-04-14T15:52:00.000-07:00

Don't Worry Make Moneycreate wealth

Sweet Little Girl

2008-04-13T23:24:00.000-07:00

Sunshine beaming
Warming surrounding
Wind blowing
Dry leafs floating
Dust caught in eyes
Tears in girl’s eyes
Left alone
Watching birds on tree
Smile alone sweet little girl
Wishing mommy from far away
Today mommy coming home
To hold sweet little girl again
Feeling mommy touches
With warmest smile ever got
Mommy love you sweet little girl
With you she put all her hope
And her love for you is unmeasured
Little sweet girl…you are loved

Greatest Love

2008-04-12T01:00:00.000-07:00

Tender, Loving, Care,

That's all I want from YOU,

A special Gift that GOD send for me,

A creation HE prepare for us to cherish always,

We were so true, in OUR heart and soul,

HIS love give us the faith in everything we do,

This is OUR greatest LOVE from up above

In this world full of deceits and polluted minds,

The existence of true love hard to find,

For many who never want a better truthful life,

Cheating heart in almost all humankind,

In a world full of hurts, pains, sorrows,

Heartbreaks happens today and tomorrow,

Why do humankinds never stop and think?

Why they love to hurt others?

Isn't this an act of afflicting pains?

Can't they think of the consequences?

A Love that's real and true,

Don't always come along easily,

But we are glad and contented,

For OUR true, sincere, faithfulness and forgiveness,

Are always in our heart from the very beginning,

And we know God is guiding us all the way,

Which we will engraved in our heart, mind and soul.

Endless Love

2008-04-12T00:46:00.000-07:00

The doors open wide

As everyone stands on their feet to show honor unto me

Friends, families, love ones, and even strangers

I walk down the aisle, looking at you from far

In your eyes, I see my dream man

The one whom I've dreamed of for years

Your love, so pure and true

Today I stand in your presence of many others

To celebrate two hearts as they become one

I vow beyond the kiss and the ring

To love you always and cherish you my love

You are my heart's special joy; happiness

And I adore you dearly

How do I explain that river of passion?

And how you've changed my world for the better

The most precious moment of my life

As I start this beautiful journey with you

Your heart I promise not to break

'Till the end I vow to love you always
The day we met, I gave my heart,

And made a vow, We’d never part.

Years may come, and years may go,

But there’s one thing I want you to know.

My love for you will grow each day,

My love will grow in every way.

And no matter what this life may bring,

As long as we’re together, my heart will sing.

I’ll call your name with my last breath.

Loving Eyes

2008-04-09T20:35:00.000-07:00

Is the glow in your eyes

that hypnotize me

to hold tightly to you

in your arms of love

Darling, is your compassion and kindness

that make you so precious to me

and little things that you always care

that make all worries be gone

Those little things meant a lot

and most of all

is the heart that I'm holding on to

so pure and true....

You have your way

to always make me smile

to make everyday that we are sharing

extremely interesting

I will be holding on to you

now .....and always

never stop loving those tender look

in your loving eyes

Copyright ©2007

If I go before you

2008-04-09T19:42:00.000-07:00

If I go before you
Please don't be sad
If I'm not by your side
Please don't hide away
Think of the beautiful memories that we have gone through
At that time I'm with you
Intimately under the blue sky
When our love become one
If you go before me
Will I have to live unhappy?
If you are not by my side
Will I be disappointed?
I believe you are always by my side
Even I can't feel you physically
Wherever you are
My love will never fail
Under the Casuarina tree engraved my love for you
The moon smile and shining
The softly falling leaves drop on your hair
Welcoming the beautiful surrounding
Below the moonlighting my promises was made
If I go before you
If I go before you
I will be waiting for you at the heaven's gate

My Inspiration.....

2008-04-06T18:20:00.000-07:00

I am your love ,You are my inspiration

L ove is great, having you in my life

O nly you revived my sleeping devotion

V ery glad, you are indeed a special someone

E very moment loving you gives me hope

Y ou are there to free this misery that I coped

O h, in those times I gave up

U came and I stood up

J enny never will I forget

E verytime you always cheer me up

N early every time I’m sad

N ow and forever I’m glad

Y es, whenever I’m lonely

You were there for me

keeping my heart alive

with your every smile

I dedicate this poem to you

to show how much you meant

to me I love you

My special someone

Greatest Emotion

2008-04-05T07:26:00.000-07:00

Love is a wonderful feeling

Love is everything to me
Love is what I feel for you
Everyday in my life
Love is like a song
Love is looking at you
Love is my greatest emotion
That keeping the love growing
I Love you, my darling you
Yes, it is you, my sweet love
My love keep going for you
And never get enough of you
My entirely are yours
For you, I truly love
So dearly in my heart I hold on
To this love you give to me

Happy Anniversary

2008-03-29T00:07:00.000-07:00

On this day, my love
I feel so truly deep for you
A day where we say 'I do'
where March thirtieth was marked
and this lead us until today
where we cannot be separated from each other
You are my true love
fill with trueness and kindness
And I am yours, my love
With honesty and respectably
I honor you, my love
My king of glory
May our life be bless with goodness that God send to us
And take pride of all that we build together
A home that was filled with warmness and cares
My most priceless treasure in you
and with our essence of love
to fill our days with so much love

Truly..truly...I'm yours
for this lifetime or more
your only one forever...

My Joy in God

2008-03-26T17:57:00.000-07:00

Life is really strange and tiring
when you found you are at a turning end
with mind that stir without an end
and all you look for, no where to be seen

When you try to look for a little comfort
that you try hard to hold on to
and all you find was someone just like you
it's really hard to find sunshine..only shadows in all views

Well, I'll try hard to cope
to do more of righteous each day
but when the night comes,
it's all blank and failure I assumed

Then I just think and keep busy
make more money, and have fun
life will be shinier as I thought
look for the brighter side in living each day

But no one cares and no one sees me
no one notices what happpening
maybe their heart they're empty
or maybe they don't want it to be ....

If I could, I would help them too
no matter how hard it will be
for I know I care for them dearly
in life this kind may not always comes by

But I know someone is calling
someone that really cares
His precious Word that keep me alive
in my heart He'll always be

He show me life is full with hope
and shower me with His unfailing love
each day will fill with glory
as I open my heart's door for Him

Now I'm filled with love, joy and gladness
As I'm walking with HIM each day
I will worship and adore Him
As I read His Word and feel Joy

John 15:9-13“As the Father loves me, so I also love you. Remain in my love. If you keep my commandments, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commandments and remain in his love. ‘I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and your joy may be complete. This is my commandment: love one another as I love you.

I want to love you till the end

2008-03-22T02:33:00.000-07:00

It had been a long time
we are with each other, darling
But still fresh in my mind
that very sweet love we kept deep inside
Since the first time you took my hand
my love for you had been growing
I just love the way you love me
and the way your stares
and your understanding
each time you speak my heart
I want to love you till the end
I want to be your only true love
Sharing my every moment
Sharing the life we are heading
Deep inside I know how you feel
my love for you will never die
my love for you are still growing
Darling,
I will love you till the end.
MY© 2008

The Love You Want In Me

2008-03-16T16:07:00.000-07:00

If you would tell me how much you'd love me

If you have let me know

that you are waiting for me

I would not let you down

I would never love another

I would always be yours

I would love you more

It was you

who never say a word

and let things fall to different waves

I'm the one who fear to let you know

how I've love you long long time ago

but keep it deep in my heart

I'd never knew you felt for me

I'd never knew

you really care

We both never try

to let the feelings grow

Now I know

how much it meant to me

your presence in my life

I want you I need you

If you would let me share

the love you want in me

I know we could make it through

For I know how you've Love me

and how I've Love You.

Where...?

2008-03-08T00:35:00.000-08:00

how long...
can someone wait
life can't wait
time catching up
disappearing....
as fire burning
turning ashes
to dusting ground
where its begun..
where its end...
how long....
will ticking last
to leap a new start
or will it end...
not knowing
what it means
or a blured vision
or a missing mind
can this ever last
or just a passing by....
of nothing turns to nothing
of ending with no begining
or vice versa
how...how...
you see
that you never know
how real...
or fakes...
of this human world....
Can you see...
its fading...
fading....
far far away...
from realities
and no ending
or....
last forever.....
Or.......

The beauty of sunrise

2008-03-02T17:14:00.000-08:00

This beautiful sunrise pictures were taken in the early morning. I love sunrise.
Each time I see a beautiful sunrise, I'm really touch by the beauty of this nature.
I feel a new beginning in every sunrise I see and it really capture my heart.
The colours of it capture my feeling of love for nature's being.

New Begining

I'm touched by every sunrise you sent,
For I know its means a new beginning
The colours that shine capture my heart
To show your love so true and exist..

A life filled with wonderful meaning,
And love for all humankind,
God, you are always wonderful,
Such a precious gift I received.

You Are Everything To Me

2008-02-27T20:55:00.000-08:00

This morning my son asks me to buy a new phone for him.
I told him that I cannot afford to buy him another one.
The phone he is using was bought three months ago Nokia 5610 Xpress Music.
I just wonder why children nowadays not really content with what they already had. Every new model come out in the market surely they will persuade their parent to buy if for them. I am really tired, not because of changing it for him but because of hearing too much persuasion from them. I love them so much, I feel bad for not buying it for them. But I just
hope my thirteen years old boy will understand. Sure I love to buy it for him but not now, I don't want to pamper him too much.

Little Sunshine

Honey, don’t say,
Mommy not loving you,
For you meant the world to me,
You are a part of me.

Honey, never compare,
Mommy’s love for other things,
For I know I am always here for you,
You are everything to me.

Honey, don’t feel bad,
Mommy will try the best,
For I know what you want,
Your heart desire is known to me

My Chin © 2008

We Are One

2008-02-17T04:45:00.000-08:00

Love
Human happiness seems to be strongly tied to having close and satisfying relationships with friends, family, and, of course, a partner. The desire for a partner is so powerful in human beings that one writer suggested the basic unit of human life is not the individual, but the couple.
Love is basically a matter of caring about someone else's well-being as much or more than you care about your own. If they feel pain or sadness, you suffer with them. If they find happiness, you feel happy for them. Strong love even involves sacrificing your own happiness -- and even sometimes your own life -- for the other person.
There have been many suggestions as to various types of love. For example, some have differentiated between romantic love, which is based on passion, companionate love, which is based on companionship and commitment, and consummate love, which has both.
Another way to classify love is in terms of the people involved. Parental love, subdivided into maternal and paternal love, is the love a parent feels for his or her children. Filial love is in turn the love a child has for his or her parents. Friendship is, of course, the love good friends feel for each other. And another form of love is compassion, which isn't tied to any one person but rather is felt towards all people and sometimes even all life. The love we feel for that "special someone" is no doubt the most complex, involving as it does, intimacy, passion, and commitment. We traditionally think of it as heterosexual, but the exact same feelings occur in homosexual relationships.
Love between parent and child very clearly has some biological roots. There is a similarity between the attachment between parent and child and the instinctual behaviors of animals that makes that obvious. However, human beings never seem to be totally determined by instincts, and we have countless cases of people who treat their children or their parents very badly.
Love between friends seems to begin with commonalities: We are attracted to people who are similar to us. Because we share certain qualities, being with others like us validates us, gives us a sense of worth. After all, they like us, and we like them, so we must be okay. Of course, things are rarely simple with people: Sometimes we are attracted to people precisely because of our differences. In some cases, it's a matter of wishing you were more like the other person. In other cases, you feel a strong sense of comradery, not because you are similar, but because both of you are so different from everyone else around you!
When it comes to the love between partners, it usually begins with some degree of sexual attraction, along with the kinds of things that attract one to potential friends. It is likely that some of this love is instinctual, in the same way that the love between parents and children is partially instinctual. After all, many animals seem to bond in the same way. The biological purpose of the bonding may be reproduction, but that bond may extend far beyond.
Over time, the love between partners is likely to become somewhat less sexual and more companionate, but the long-term intimacy has special warmth of its own. We all know people who don't even seem to get along, and yet love each other very much! On the other hand, contrary to what young people often assume, many couples retain a degree of passion in their relationship well into old age! Love is a tough subject to do research on: How do you measure it? How can you do experiments on it? Many have found that it is more fruitful to take a phenomenological approach, which means carefully describing aspects of the experience of love in all its forms.Dr. C. George Boeree"Love, the strongest and deepest element in all life, the harbinger of hope, of joy, of ecstasy; love, the defier of all laws, of all conventions; love, the freest, the most powerful molder of human destiny..."

My point of view;

When you love a person, you should love him for who he is. And when loving a person you should feel it with your heart how deep do you really love him or need him. How much can you give him in return? Never compare how much your love for him for if he does not love deeper than you. But instead of how much and how long this love for him you going to hold in your heart for him. True love never has an end. This love always go beyond how your heart felt. When you really found someone that make you feel that deep, I believe you wouldn't look elsewhere. Love is very magical when you find the direction that make you look straight in your heart. You will know deep in your heart although sacrifices sometime may occur in a marriage of true love you wouldn't mind at all because this is just part of the love you hold in your heart. You will do everything together with this person you love deeply or even die for. All as one. This is how I hold my love for the only person I love. I want it to be true and to be really honest in everything we do or said. Really transparent to each other. I felt he is me; I am him, as one. In this way we will be appreciated in each other. The love we hold for each other would be much more interesting. Aren’t we being happier because we love each other like loving our self?

We Are One

A love so true

is me and you

A love so true

no barrier can hold

Love meant

loving your every step

loving your every word

loving your every breath

With you

I am myself

I am you

I am we

Forever

in love with you

in love with me

we are One.....

I Love It

2008-02-12T21:19:00.000-08:00

I love it when you smile at me and your happiness shows

I love it when you whisper in my ear and no one else knows

I love it when you stare at me in such a loving way

I love it when you tell me you love me more and more each day

I love it when you call just to say goodnight

I love it when you hold me so close and so tight

I love it when you kiss me like I have never been kissed before

I love it when you bring me flowers when you knock at my door

I love it when we dance and you request our special song

I love it when you tell me you have loved me all along

I love it when you send me a nice love letter

I love it when I am ill and you would do anything to make me better

I love it when I cry and you wipe away my tears

I love it how you protect me and keep me safe from all my fears

I love it when we talk about a future up ahead

I love it when you stroke my head when I have gone to sleep in bed

I love it when you sing to me and always showing you care

I love it how i feel you here, even when your not there

I love it how you put me first, I'm always number one

I love it how you reassure me that our love will never be gone

I love it when we reminisce on the first day you caught my eye

I love it how you never want to let go when its time to say goodbye

I love it how no matter what, you are always there for me

I gave you my heart, the same heart that has been like before

I gave you my trust which few have had

I told you my secrets, the ones that have been buried deep inside of me

But most of all I love the way,the way you will always love me

And I have given you myself and it belongs to you.

By Lee Frank ( dedication from my hubby)

Tonight Meant Forever

2008-02-12T21:14:00.000-08:00

Your kisses are the sweetest, my love

That keep me twirling with thunder

With your quivering lip

You know how to touch me

You know how I want it

You know just the timing

Don't let those moment stop

Don't tease me or keep me waiting

Don't let my hunger losing up

Make me....my love

Make me wanted more

Make tonight meant forever

You know I long for you

I know you wanted it too

Come with me...my love

Moan with me...my love

For our ecstasy thrilling in our soul

For our love so strong ...as one

LIFE

2008-02-12T05:39:00.000-08:00

Life wasn't really smooth in so many people's life. But some how we need to carry on because there are no easier ways to make it with a short cut. One thing for sure, what we need to do each day is to be contented of what we have and manage it the right way. We try our best to do more to the righteous way in order for the next generations to learn and follow the right path. Everything I do or say, I will try my best to be really careful when educating my young ones. With this, sometimes I feel quite stressful. I have no choice as there are too many young people out there without proper guidances from their parents, so many unwanted incidents and disappointments were created due to their naivety and unproper upbringing.

Humans, at my point of view are born equal, the difference is how we educate and groom them as they grew up. Most things are determined from the moment we are born although we have a choice to change it later in life as in our name and religion as an example. So, our way of thinking, character, personality depends alot on our upbringing. Life is to be enjoyed not endured.

LIFE

If you see this window

with scenery that captivates your life

Will you ever stop and think

what you see at the end of another window

Life is always beautiful

when the mind of youth still fresh

Life turns grey

when age catching up

But I know the way to make it fine

becoz life are most beautiful

when mixed with spices of love

with kindness to bear at heart

Always treasure every minutes

for its counts even the seconds

And little thing that said and done

mean a big thing that last forever ....

My Angel Of Love

2008-02-11T02:33:00.000-08:00

My love grow stronger

each day I look at you

My life for you opens

each time I see your smile

My passion for you

grow deeper each day

My cares and love for you

will never fades

I love the way you make me feel

I love the way when all are real

I love the way you look at me

And I love knowing you for eternity

With the beautiful rainbow I see it through

That my love at the sky above

I only want to be with you

Your flames of love make me yours

And feeling so deeply for you

Your love so true that capture me

Forever I'm holding tight

You are my angel of love.